harder than i thought

ok so today and 70 dollars later i got a lot of fruit that will hopefully last me a week.. it probably will because i did a test run and i got sick of fruit super fast... i just didnt want to eat it and i'm suppose to be eating it all day... so this is gonna be harder than i though.. i really wanna do it though determination determination determination... i can do this i can do this i can do this! and i cant stand grapefruite which some how i am suppose to be eating two of them a day.. so we'll see what happens.. i'm going to try really hard though to do this cleanse.

the cleanse

no one knows about this blog because i haven't written anything on it in a year or so, but i find it will be the perfect place to record my cleanse diet. i feel like it will be hard and most times i lack motivation to keep anything going when it comes to things like these! i found one its a fruit cleanse i'll be eating 2 grapefruits 6 oranges and 3 lemons.. which i dont like grapefruit so i'm gonna have to force it down and then as much fresh fruit as possible. i also found a three day apple and water cleanse but i'm not an apple fan either and with that other one at least i'll have other fruits to eat! but this fruit one last anywhere from 5 to 10 days, i'm going to try and do the whole ten days because i eat alot of crap and just want it out! lately i've been feeling exhausted and like im dying inside and my skin is going crazy with drying out and breaking out and im sick of it! so it hits me one day that maybe its all the processed fast food junk and sugar i eat and then became determined to find a good cleanse and i feel good about this fruit one. so tomorrow i'm going to borrow my parents sams clubs card and go buy bulk in fruit for the next 10 days, and i'll be probably writing on here alot because its gonna be hard, but i'm excited! and motivated somehow.. usually i'm the most motivated when im heart broken and trying to get over someone! haha but i'm ready for this and excited and there was no heart breaking necessary!